In a new interview, Kim Kardashian has decided to open up about her life more than ever.
The billionaire reality TV star often has lengthy chats about fashion and her dating life, and sometimes she focuses on criminal justice and her goal of becoming a lawyer.
However, this week, Kardashian decided to speak about her life post-Kanye West, motherhood, and the struggles she faces raising four children under the age of 10 all by herself.
The former Keeping Up With the Kardashians star was married to Kanye West for seven years when she filed for divorce in February 2021.
The KKW Beauty mogul and the fashion designer share four children — North, 9; Saint, 7; Psalm, 5; and Chicago, 4.
Months after the divorce was announced, Kardashian and her former spouse engaged in a brutal and public feud via social media.
The music superstar slammed Kardashian for being a terrible mother via interviews and Instagram posts. While appearing on the podcast On Purpose with Jay Shetty, Kardashian explained that she is dealing with and embracing the chaos of parenthood alone.
She claimed: “Everyone says the days are long and the years are short, and that couldn’t be a more true statement. So, like, when you’re in it, I mean, especially when they’re babies, and you’re feeding … There’s madness going on, and it’s like full madness. It’s the best chaos, though.”
Kardashian, who has a massive staff of nannies, private chefs, and housekeepers, gave some crazy details of her morning routines.
She stated: “You have no idea what’s going on. It’s like I always have to do one of my daughter’s hair — and it has to be perfect, and it has to be a certain way — and then this one needs me to put his shoes on, and they all need you. … It’s like full crazy madness, cooking, running around. Like, it’s wild.”
Kardashian went on to confess at night, and she has to “survive” because of the tantrums and fights between the children.
The mother of four claimed: “We are going hour by hour to see if we’re gonna survive night by night. If a tantrum comes in, oh my God, your life is completely upside down. But it teaches you so much more about yourself than I think anyone, any parent, could have ever anticipated. I mean, there’s nights when you don’t wash your hair for days as a mom, and you have spit up all over you, and you’re wearing the same pajamas, especially in COVID. It was insane, you know?”
Kardashian stated that she often cries herself to sleep after dealing with the drama. She also stated it was emotionally draining to be a single parent and added: “Parenting is the thing that has taught me the most about myself. It has been the most challenging thing. There are nights I cry myself to sleep. Like, holy sh-t, this f—ing tornado in my house. Like, what just happened? You know, with all the moods and the personalities, and sometimes they’re fighting, and you know, there’s no one there. Like, it’s [just] me to play a good police officer and bad cop.”
Kanye West has remarried and seems to be mainly focused on rebuilding the billion-dollar fashion empire that he lost.