Jarrid Wilson Has Committed Suicide And His Grieving Wife, Julianne, Shares This Message On His 31st Birthday As His Friend Says He Should Not Have Been In A Position Of Leadership

Jarrid Wilson Megachursch Pastor California Suicide

Jarrid Wilson, a pastor from the Harvest Christian Fellowship in Riverside, California, who had been very open about his problems with depression, has reportedly taken his own life this month, according to official statements made by his church.

Wilson was 30 years old at the time of the tragic incident, and he was well known in the community for his various sermons discussing mental health issues and other similar problems that many deem too sensitive for modern society.

About a week after his suicide, Wilson’s wife, Julianne Wilson, took to social media to wish him a happy birthday from heaven.

She wrote: “Happy 1st birthday in heaven, baby. Today, you would’ve been 31. You lived more in those years than most could in 100. I’m blown away by all God did in and through your life!”

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The mother of two went on to reveal the plans they made for his birthday, prompting many followers to share well wishes and prayers.

A commenter said: “So very sorry for your loss. I’m sure he’s very proud of your strength and unwavering faith. Many prayers for peace that passes understanding. The world is mourning with you.”

Another follower stated: “I love you guys. Happy birthday Jarrid, we are missing you extra today. Praying God gives us all comfort.”

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Can’t sleep, so I’m watching this video over and over again. I took this on Monday evening around 7:30 pm at our son’s baseball practice. By 11:45 that night, my sweet husband was in the presence of Jesus. I love you, jarrid. I miss you beyond what my heart can stand. Thank you for loving our boys and I with the greatest passion and selflessness I’ve ever seen or felt in my entire life. I’d do anything for a hug from you right now. I keep hearing on repeat what you told me all day every single day, “gosh I frieking (how he always spelled it) love you.” Longing to be with you, longing to make you proud. The boys and I miss you so much. I frieking love you too. So much more than you could ever know. Wish I could tell you that right now. We all do.

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Wilson was very open about his mental problems, admitting that he was feeling depressed and suicidal, and talking at length about his struggles over time.

He was very helpful to others in a similar situation as him and was always willing to lend a hand to those who needed it the most.

His suicide just days before his birthday has taken many by surprise, and it looks like a large number of people are still in shock from what happened.

Wilson reportedly made a post about depression and his struggles on social media just several hours before taking his own life. On that same day, he officiated the funeral of a woman who had died by suicide.

His last statements to the world included “Loving Jesus doesn’t always cure suicidal thoughts” and “Loving Jesus doesn’t always cure depression.”

There is reportedly an investigation into his suicide that will probably lead to an official cause of death, although it is not clear at this point if authorities have a reason to believe that his passing could have been caused by something else.

There have been very few reports from the police regarding the situation, and it will likely take a while before information starts coming out, given the sensitive nature of what has happened.

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Happy 1st birthday in heaven, baby ♥️ Today, you would’ve been 31. You lived more in those years than most could in 100. I’m blown away by all God did in and through your life! We planned to go to a cabin with friends this weekend. We planned on burritos and your favorite funfetti cake. And of course, we planned on lots and lots of fishing. When I asked what you wanted for a gift you’d say, “nothing” and finally go on to shut me up by saying that “fishing line or some tackle would be just fine”. You were simple like that. I loved it. I can’t help but think of everything we could be doing together today, how we should be celebrating all the wonderful things that made you, you…but I am so thankful that through Christ, I am not limited to an earthly perspective. Today, you are doing what you were CREATED to do. You are worshiping the king of kings face-to-face. You are complete and whole, not lacking a thing. How could I not find peace in that? Our hearts are broken here. We miss you beyond what words can convey. The pain is so deep, raw and surreal, but we hold on to hope as an anchor for our souls. It is firm and secure. We WILL see you again. I love you, jare. ⚓️?

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Dale Partridge, a pastor and a friend of Wilson’s, said before his death, he revealed that he wanted to leave the post because he could not cope with the pressure.

He sparked a heated debate by saying that it was “reckless” and unbiblical for churches to put someone with suicidal thoughts in a leadership position.

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